I'm Falling For You - Chester See

So this is I'm Falling For You by Chester See.

This song is very close to me. Husband and I, we have been friends for God knows how long. And it has always been 'just friends' among us. We share secrets, even the dark ones!I had him coming ranting to me about his exes. And I cried (figuratively, not literally of course!) to him as I asked for some love advises. He was my Dr. Love and vice versa. God knows what kind of advises that I gave him. LOL. I even, at one point of our friendship, addressed him as my 'YM boyfriend'. But we didn't fall into each other until a couple of years later and thanks God for making it mutual.

The good thing about falling for your own secret keeper is the fact that you have absolutely (or almost) no secrets to be ashamed of. You know him/her deep down to the core and it is just simply beautiful.

At least I know he still loves me for who I am, even after those stupid breakdowns. Blergh.

Exstaketation

You know, when you bring 50 bucks to a shop and the shopkeeper tells you that with that particular amount of money, you can only bring home one lousy small and rusty handbag, you will feel very frustrated. There is a fat chance that you will even hate the shopkeeper and swear not to return to his shop ever again. Because deep down, you know that with that money, you deserve something more exquisite than a lousy and rusty small handbag.

On the contrary, if you bring 50 cents to a shop and the shopkeeper tells you that with that little amount of money, you can only bring home a plastic bag, you will feel very grateful. And there is a fat chance that you will thank the shopkeeper for giving you the opportunity to at least have the plastic bag.

Yes, can you see what I am trying to impose here? Putting something at stake usually comes with an expectation. The bigger the stake gets, the bigger the expectation will be.

Good night.

Superdaddy Turns Twenty :p

Selamat hari lahir, Ayahanda. You're now a year wiser, fatter and richer than you were back in 2012. May Allah grant you paradise, accept your good deeds and forgive your transgressions. May His blessing, happiness and joy find you, and may all your dreams come true. 

Hadiah tunggu next year eh? Kakak tgh proses lg ni. Muahahaha. 

I love you, my first love, my first superhero. I always do. ;)

muaaahhhhhhhxxx!

Big tomorrow

Tomorrow is a quite a big day.
Husband is coming home (finally!) after two weeks being away.
And the most important thing is, I have my appointment tomorrow. Well, the appointment was initially scheduled on Sunday but due to some reasons, both husband and I believe that it would be much better if we bring the date a day earlier.
So, yes. I am so excited about tomorrow. I wish I can just sleep and wake up in tomorrow.
Thinking about the appointment makes me sweat but hands held high, I hope everything will be great.
Aameen! ;)

So, see you guys tomorrow.
Hopefully I have something wonderful to be shared here.
Pray for me, pretty please! :D

Warum liebst du mich

One of my most favourite songs.
Because it contains one of my most favourite questions.
"Why is it me you love?"
Or in a more appropriate way of asking,
"Why do you love me?"

Husband hates this questions. Not because he has no answers for this but he has been answering it for millions of times and yet, I still ask him. Over and over again. I just love the way the answers sound. Ain't it amazing to know that a person can be so deeply in love with you? Despite all the flaws and the inappropriateness that you posses and show? The fact that he loves to respond to this particular question of mine differently every time he has been bombarded with one triggers me to ask him more and more.

On another note, it's been a while, isn't it?
Same old, same old.
:D

Happybirthdaytome!

Happy birthday to me.

I am finally SEVENTEEN! Weee~

Everybody has been asking me, what do I want for my birthday.

Easy!

I want to be happy.

:)

Why?

Why is probably one of my many overused words. I am keen to question things and my questions are very prone to begin with why.

For instance,
why didn't you do your homeworks?
why were you late?
why did you forget?
why did you act strange?
why can't you understand?
why can't you try to understand?
why did you think you have to do it?
why did you try to conceal it?
why do you think that I won't know about it?

Yes, I love to ask a lot of why's.
Yes, I still ask a lot of why's even when I already knew the answer.
Yes, I rarely get satisfactory answers.
Yes, I can tell if people are trying to conceal the truth.

Unsurprisingly, why's are everyone's least favourite questions to answer. I can't quite understand why but it is probably because there is more than just a mere question. Why is a trap question, the kind of question that has fatal answers.

p/s : So, may I know why are you reading this post?

It's Only Life - Kate Voegele

Have you ever been tested with something that you think you will never be able to walk through it alive?

Have your heart been broken that you refuse to smile?

We will grow stronger in every test that we are forced to take and every decision that we are made to make.

Because in the end,

It's only life.